Lhl.

I've never forgotten anything about you all these while. You've always been in my heart.

It's heart breaking seeing your whatsapp dp.. But.. At least i hope you're happy?.
I miss all the time, all those memories we had. All these are so precious to me and i will never ever let it go away nor fade away. I would always imagine you beside me when I'm trying to fall asleep. I would smile at the little dog soft toy and still hug it every single night with failures. Time has been hard for me. I've go no one to share my feelings with. No one to talk with. I really wish i could tell you a little about my life. Still remember those words i told you about before i went in ITE? I'll study hard for you. And i did. I got the top student in the whole engineering school, heh.. You will always be my motivation in life. The promises i made. After NS I'll propose to you, I still value it in my heart, and I'll do it. There are so much to say.... And i wish you won't misunderstand about the couple thing, She's just a friend of mine, nothing more.

I still love you more than ever, more than everything.. I wish i could tell you how i feel, but obviously i don't have the courage. But.. here it goes..

 I want you back so badly. I'd pray to every single god to get you back by my side.
I'll love you with everything i have. I miss you so much.. I want us to grow old together, living together, adopting your favorite dog, whole house filled with much love. I would work my ass off for you to go shopping and buy stuffs you like. I'd hug you every single day, telling you how much i love you. I'll pat you to sleep every single night. Even though i can't promise to give you a 100% happiness, I can promise you that.. all these while...... you have been in my heart, and I'll always love you. 

I..love..you..bbycowietinkle..

''What's mine will be mine one day.''

44 months and still counting on.

Every time i see or hear your name.. It just tears me down..
It hurts so much losing someone so special, and meant so much to me..
I wish i was a better boyfriend. None of this would have happen..
I hurt you so much again and again.. I was wrong..
Having so much to say in my heart.. But i guess it is too late..
I know i will live on regretting to lose the girl i love with all my heart..
Sorry.. Don't forgive me, it is fine, i simply deserve it.
I should had spent more time with you.. I should had treasure you more..
You're the best girlfriend i ever had.. But because of my stupidity.. it causes many problems.. Call me dumb, call me stupid for not treasuring you that much, but I will continue loving you.. Thinking of you.. Missing you..
I hope i can clear up all these mess.. and live happily together.. getting married.. grow old together..
Deep down inside my heart, it tells me that no one is going to replace you, it is all about you, everywhere i go.. everything i do.. I love you.. F&A.. You are the greatest gift in my life.

O8O91O, a heart and love for you that never dies.

I haven't felt this shitty in a while. Yes the break up was my fault, I fucked up, but I can't take this, it hurts and I'm doing my best to hold back my tears, it hurts so bad...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekzHIouo8Q4 .



ilyfae.lhl.

I'm so glad that you were mine:)..

You're one of a kind.