Every time i see or hear your name.. It just tears me down..
It hurts so much losing someone so special, and meant so much to me..
I wish i was a better boyfriend. None of this would have happen..
I hurt you so much again and again.. I was wrong..
Having so much to say in my heart.. But i guess it is too late..
I know i will live on regretting to lose the girl i love with all my heart..
Sorry.. Don't forgive me, it is fine, i simply deserve it.
I should had spent more time with you.. I should had treasure you more..
You're the best girlfriend i ever had.. But because of my stupidity.. it causes many problems.. Call me dumb, call me stupid for not treasuring you that much, but I will continue loving you.. Thinking of you.. Missing you..
I hope i can clear up all these mess.. and live happily together.. getting married.. grow old together..
Deep down inside my heart, it tells me that no one is going to replace you, it is all about you, everywhere i go.. everything i do.. I love you.. F&A.. You are the greatest gift in my life.

O8O91O, a heart and love for you that never dies.