T______T

Sometimes i'm wondering , am i important to you ?
Its not i'm thinking too much , its cause of your actions .
I don't seemed to be important at all ...
I miss you so much ..

It doesn't matter anyway , not at all .
So what if i'm sad or something ? I just want you to be happy after all .
All i do is just , make you moody ? Why not slap myself for a hundred times to wake up .
I'm so upset when i see your fb post . When did i said that to you ? That your not good ?
To me your already the best . No matter how your the best .

I'm hoping , for each msg , to be sweet or something .
Everytime i hear my phone ring , i was hoping ..
Well , its okay . I told myself to control , the best i could . I tried . Not that i didn't ..
I know i'm not doing well enough . I want to be the top in your list , but i guess I'll never be the top in your list .. How can i possibly take all these ? One after another ..
Your the only one who can cheer me up .. ):
Let's forget about it .. Want you to be happy .. I love you ,..

Today is the worst day of my life . Thanks police officers .

your the best already sweetheart ..
I don't expect much from you ..
But just one tiny message that can make me smile ...
the feeling your giving me ....
how can i be happy when your like this ...
promise to tell me anything .. please ...
and , hey , i love you ...