Well , Maybe it's my fault for everything .
Maybe I'm the one who don't understand you that well .
Sorry for making you piss , sorry for making you angry and upset .
I don't have any face to face you .
I'm really super heart broken now .
I don't know what to do now too .

I still remember those that you told me , that you promised me ..
Well ... I feel that you changed , back into like the past ..
It's scary . I'm afraid , I'm scared .
I don't wanna live in the dark world ever again .
It's so painful inside , crying alone , staying strong alone .

I know you're angry with me .. But , I know i can't do anything else .
I can't make you happy , i can't make you smile . I only make you pissed and irritated .
I know I'm not a good boyfriend at all . Forgive me for everything .
I feel like doing anything now . I'll just sit down , slowly wait ... and wait ...

The way you reply me .. It's not the first time too ..
I know , It's my fault . Sorry .
May you , be happy and cheerful . I'll suffer everything for you .. at least this is what i can do for you ..
Blame on me , not you . (:
Take care when I'm not around , and drink more water .
Remember to eat your meals . c:
I hope things will turn out , what i hope it will ..
Is it possible ?.. Cause the way you talk to me and treat me is not the same anymore .
I miss you , You . c:

Benedict Ang loves you ,