Forever&Always, Love you.

Went to look at your blog , from the very first one , September 2010 .

I miss those times , i really miss it badly .

Wow .. Looking back , almost 2 years had just went past us .

I was determined to take care of you for the rest of my life , i tried my best .

I'm still going to put more effort and try to be your little guardian angel .

At first i saw your call list , saw loads of ''Dear<3'' . It caught my attention and started me

wondering . After a deep thought , maybe i should just ignore it and enjoy the time together

with you . While taking photo , i saw a message pop up from your phone , it was him .

I just felt so much pain at that moment . Millions of questions came to my mind straight away .

I know that I'm putting you in a hard position , I'm truly sorry . But i just can't help myself for

loving you . I love you at 11/10 . :) ..

I understand how you feel , and i hope i could help you somehow ..

Stay happy and cheerful like you did in the past , I don't wish to see you feeling fucked up ..

It makes me feel even more fucked up . Just remember that i had always loved you , and I'll

continue loving you til the day i die .

I was afraid to let you know , i was afraid to ask you questions ..

I don't wish you to get pissed off like last time . So I'm only left with keeping it to myself ..

And yes , i wanted your attention too . Am i being over-selfish for this ..?

Tell me anything you need , I'll give it to you if i can .

Just please don't leave me alone again .. It's scary , and the ''scary-feeling'' is back .

Your hug was the best hug to me,

Your kiss was the best kiss to me ,

You're the only thing that i wish for .

Don't feel bad , or anything ,

Because i want you to be happy ,

It makes me happy too .

♥You're the silliest cow in this world♥

iloveyou,

I'll stay strong ,

And i won't give up until you want me to .